Who Is DeliriousChild Anyway?

There is this person who I have let ruin parts of my life because she couldn't control her anger nor hold her tongue. Day to day I let her take control over me. I lashed out at every. Suppressed anger from her and my childhood made my memory bank of hate overflow. Her purpose? To be the commander and chief of MY mother ship. She had me right where she wanted me, depressed and mentally unstable. I wasn't even able to carry on a "regular" life. Every year, month, week, day, hour, minute, second of my life's moments of happiness...all gone. I tried to find a solution to this madness but there seemed to be no logical cure. So I lied. I lied to myself, my mother, my father, my sister, every time I looked them in the eyes. I had branded myself with shame. I nor anyone else could seem to find the answers to any of my questions. Afraid that I would soon permanently be this "b!tc#" growing inside my soul like a cancerous tumor, I gave her exactly what she wanted. I gave her a positive outlet to get rid of that negative energy, and ultimately gave her a name. I called this alter-ego of mine, DC, short for DeliriousChild or Delirio. She spoke strong words that she demanded to be treated with respect. Her vibe has contribute to the makings of creative music, lyrics, and drawings resembling collages. She rarely makes appearances in my life, but guess her job is just about over. She has put me in situations I never thought I would be in but I thank her for teaching and showing me how my could be if I am not careful. DeliriousChild will forever be a part of me. She is always on time when I need to put someone in their place as she did with me.

DeliriousChild----> The Creative Beautiful Beast