It's All Me

Being able to sit and reflect and meditate on the subject of
life can sometimes be quite scary for me. Yes, I know pretty much what I want to accomplish in life but I don't quite know how to get there. At times I find myself in the state of euphoria and I start to daydream about my life. Oh, everything is so perfect then...I'm happy, I live in a bright light city, I have everything I've always wanted. But, then I wake up to sounds of the stray dogs barking, and the stresses of MY everyday life. Some days, I never want to wake.

Afraid to fail, I never try too hard to achieve. When I go to school, I put my non-existing balls on the chopping block. Yes, I will admit that I am a bit of a half-stepper, so you know I'm not
from Chicago. At times when I do find that boost of confidence that I needed, I do great things and accomplish goals that I never would've imagined.

At times, I love to listen way more than I talk. Observing people, how they talk, walk, and act in certain situations can tell you a lot about a person. I try not to judge others by their appearance, but when you walk, talk, and look like something off the streets
selling itself for a price, I don't want to have anything to do with you.

Starting tomorrow, I am going to change my style. By the
time I go back to school after Christmas break, people will question my choices. But it's cool if they do. I'm more than sure that I'll get laughs, get joked about, but it's OK. You know why? Because it's all me :] It's all me.

That was my exact problem when I was younger, I tried to run
and hide from the things that gave me a hard time. Until one day, I was forced into situation that I could do nothing but tolerate it. And here I am, a brand new young woman with a lot of potential, and full of heart. Now, when people make fun of my clothes, my hair, the way I talk, the way I walk, I say to myself...they just don't know what beauty is. What people fail to see sometimes is, it's all me, it's all them, there is nothing you can do to change who you are. You are what you are and I am who I am.

I thank you for taking the time to read this and I pray that my words in one way or another effected you in a good manner.

IT"S ALL ME BABY!

The Intro

This blog, of course, is all about me. I am inviting you into my mind, my world, my everyday life. Tiring days and restless nights are what my life's components are made of...and that itself has made me a much stronger person than I once was. I don't always communicate in the best fashion but writting...I can do...sit back and hold tight...cause things won't be easy...